miccheru

Yes, I'm going to kill myself with themes. x3
posted a journal with these themes and I decided that I need to get back into drawing. Even if it's a crappy sketch, I'm determined to get my inspiration back. I haven't seriously drawn in what feels like forever. Unfortunately, an old friend still hasn't had the chance to mail me stuff from when I moved last year so I'm kinda stuck with trying out digital art or plain sketches. >.> I'm sure one day in the far future, I'll get my stuff back.
I'll place links beside whatever I get finished.

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
101. Snow
102. Brothers
103. Numb
104. Friendship
105. Not gonna get me
106. Nothing is not gonna stop me
107: Doomed
108; First Kiss
109. Freedom
110. Passion
111. Failed
112. Lost Soul
113. Lost and Lonely
114. My Savior
115. Crushed Spirit
116. Burning in hell
117. Leave them alone
118. Shocked
119. Surprised
120. I Will Fight for you
121. Comfort
122. A Father's love
123. Escape
124. Trapped
125. Don't mess with me
126: Do you miss me?
127: Love at First Sight
128. Revenge
129. Bonded with each other
130. Ambush
131. What do I have to prove to you?
132. Graveyard
133. What have I done?
134. Brothers forever
135. Slowly dieing from the inside
136. Your are not me
137. The Truth
138. Falling
139. This is how it ends
140. Breaking the habit
141. I am Sorry
142. Fight
143. In Your Arms
144. Bath time
145. Shopping
146. Shadows
147. Keep holding on
148. Defender
149. You are not alone
150. On the Edge
151. Run away
152. I promise you
153. Suffering
154. Attack
155. Change myself
156. In the End
157. Underwater
158. Lies
159. Death
160. Untamed
161. Rage
162. Dreams
163. Jealously
164. Mind Reader
165. Racing
166. Caged inside
167. Monster
168. The Darker Side of Me
169. Sky
170. Nightmare
171. Sisters
172. Sister and Brother
!73. Father and Son moment
174. Mother and daughter moment
175. Brave heart
176. Face to Face
177. Waiting for you
178. In Space
179. Regrets
180. Careful planning
181. Sneaking in
182. Protect those you love
183. Defend yourself no matter what
184. Fight in the sky and on the ground
185. Dodging danger
186: Royal Knights
187. Honor
188. Chained up
189. We will be your light
190. Dry your eyes
191. Pride
192. Promise me
193. Fear in his eyes
194. Hide the signs of pain
195. In your darkest hour
196. Think of those you defend
197. My eyes are closed
198. Fate draws near
199. Avoid my pain
200. The power of love and friendship
201: Exile

Well, actually my friend showed me this site call MyLifeIsAverage.com and I of course started reading it. I love it now. And I love that a few of the entries I've read relate to Harry Potter. Of course there are plenty of other entries not relating, and I laughed at quite a bit of them. I am going to preserve a few of the ones I found pretty amusing that related to Harry Potter.

"Today, I had to draw a food chain for my AP Environmental Sciences class. Mine had a sun, an arrow pointing to grass, an arrow pointing to a cow eating the grass, and an arrow pointing to a person eating steak; A perfectly acceptable web. I looked over at my neighbors. Hers went from sun to grass to unicorn, then, finally, Voldemort eating said unicorn. I see this as perfectly acceptable as well. MLIA"

"Today, I had to draw a food chain for my AP Environmental Sciences class. Mine had a sun, an arrow pointing to grass, an arrow pointing to a cow eating the grass, and an arrow pointing to a person eating steak; A perfectly acceptable web. I looked over at my neighbors. Hers went from sun to grass to unicorn, then, finally, Voldemort eating said unicorn. I see this as perfectly acceptable as well. MLIA"

And because of that site I found mysterygoogle.com and googlegooglegooglegoogle.com (this one is just wow!).

Oh yeah, I also made a livejournal. Anyone have a livejournal? I'm cheru_san.livejournal.com

Just figured I would push the old entry off the page. This one is useless. All I know is that this economy sucks. D: And I'm trying to get back into drawing. I'm going to build up my gallery. D:< I just have to get back into drawing. So far, the best way to do that is just to draw people from Gaia Online.

Before I get to the survey I stole from I would just like to announce this:
I turn 21 on February 27th.

Now, onto the survey:

How bad am i?

[x] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex.
[x] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn
[] bought porn.
[x] done drugs.
TOTAL: 9

[x] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[x] cut yourself.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[] seen someone die.
TOTAL: 17

[x] missed curfew.
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
[x] been to a therapist.
[] been to rehab.
[x] dyed your hair.
[x] received a ticket.
[x] been in an accident.
[] been to a club.
[] been to a bar.
TOTAL: 24

[x] been to a wild party.
[] seen the Mardi Gras.
[x] drank more than four beers in a night.
[x] had a spring break in Florida.
[x] sniffed anything.
[x] wore black nail polish.
[] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap.
[] owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 31

[x] dressed gothic.
[x] dressed prep.
[x] dressed punk.
[] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something.
[x] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[x] had a hickey
TOTAL:39

[] snuck into someone else's room.
[x] had a crush on your friend.
[x] been to a concert.
[] dry-humped someone.
[x] been called a cunt.
[x] called someone a cunt.
[] installed speakers in your car.
[] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposite sex's house.(
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL: 45

[] consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[x] had surgery.
[] had an injury.
[x] gone to court. (as a witness for my manager)
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] caught something on fire. (leaf... on purpose)
[x] lied about your age. (to annoying internet people)
TOTAL: 51

[ ] owned/rented an apartment.
[x] broke the law in the police's presence.
[x] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[] hugged a stranger.
[] kissed a stranger.
[x] rode in the car with a stranger.
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 57

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] stayed online for 5 hours straight.
[] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair.
[x] been called a bad influence.
[] drink and drive.
[] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] cheated on a test.
Total: 64

Grand Total: 64 (Oh yeah, you know I'm horrible XD)

-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [Im A Goody Goody]
-If You Have More Than 10.. write [Im still a goody goody]
-If You Have More Than 20 ..write [Im average]
-If You Have More Than 30.. write [Im a bad kid]
-If You Have More than 40.. write [Im a very bad infuence]
-If You Have More than 50.. write [wow... Im the worst possible person ever]

Well, I just got kicked out of my parents' house last night. Apparently when my dad is off of work and the fact that I rarely talk to him upsets him. You would think he would say something to me about this; but no, instead he lets it build up and when I accidentally slammed the door harder than I had meant to, he comes out of the house hollering and yelling so loudly I bet the people the next block over had heard him. I have heard him yell before and I have seen him pissed off. This was a side that I had never seen before. He scared the living shit out of me to the point I was honestly afraid he would hit me. My mom said that was bullshit and that I needed to come home. Well I told her I wasn't going to come home because I was afraid for my life. So they informed that since I had decided to "move out" they were changing the locks. I don't remember telling them I was "moving out". I said I wasn't coming home that night because I was scared for my life. Now I was forced to move in with my boyfriend who lives like 45 minutes away because I had no where to go. Oh, and I only have one change of clothes because I was spending the night at his place. *sigh* That was a lot. Oh, I was also visibly shaking and I was nauseas throughout out all of this. That's how scared I was.



I am Mei in The Disney Directory's Character Claimers' Crew (Will update as soon as possible.)